emma paris

I’m ridiculously home sick today. It’s always the first day back in Sydney that’s the hardest. Is that a bad sign? I miss my family, friends, space and my new found extra work ethic I seem to gain every time I’m back in my hometown. I know I can’t move back there, there’s no music industry work there, but what if I’m constantly down while I’m here ? Maybe it’s just a state of mind I put myself in? I mean, I’m not living in a slum down here or starving or even living in the middle of the city as another ant, but I’m 3 years down and know about 2 people and everyone else is so distant. Who knows.. will it ever go away ? Where am I ment to be? When will I stop feeling so lost?

5pm